Now that I have a job and a cool place to live and I'm kinda losing weight and such like this, I'm really quite content with life. Well, I'm not sure if "quite" is the word I'm looking for, bu I'm pretty content.

But still.. STILL.. I HATE sunny, beautiful, gorgeous days like today. I don't know why. I know everyone else in the whole world likes days like this. Back when I was seeing the psych, he said it was because sunny days really don't match my mood. Which is true. But I'm not feeling rainy-day like either, so what's the deal? Why do I fear these beautiful days? I don't really know why, but I do. And I want to find a cave and fall asleep in it. Or maybe a movie theater. I dunno. I suck.

In other news, I have just come back from my dad's farm again. Contained at the farm is 6 dogs, which makes me all kinds of content and happylicious. Especially Al. I still love Charlie and he'll always be my baby puppy, but Al is just the greatest. He's like 3 months old now, and he keeps getting bigger, and he's so puppy-like and cute and affectionate that I just want to eat him up! He loves me, too. He has this way of kinda climbing on me that makes it seem like he's giving me a hug. And then he gives me big kisses! After he's been outside and injested god only knows what. He's my monkey!

I have a lot of things I could do tonight, but I'm feeling like all I can really get it up to do is watch some porn, take a nap, and maybe go see a movie later. I obviously would like to hang out with Matt, but he's a bit busy these days.

I need some friends.

OMG! Speaking of friends, it's a good thing that I have almost three years of my life documented here on D-Land, because I can look back on entries I did a year ago and see that it's Natalie's birthday and I can call her and not be the tool that forgot her birthday! Yay Diaryland!

Bah, gloomy, poo. I'm going to go now. It seems like I have more to say, but I'll do that later. Like when I'm sitting at my desk at work and have nothing to do but answer phones. Fun!

Don't miss me too much!