baby maybe someday
2003-05-06 Bitter.

Blah.. I'm having issues this morning getting going again. It just all seems like crap, you know? When the hell am I going to get a job? My money is going to run out again and I'll still be here, without a stupid fucking job. It's really not fun times at this point. I've been without a job for almost 2 months.

*sigh*

Also, I saw the roach again last night, in my bathroom when I was taking a 3 am pee break. The same one. Why is he terrorizing me? What is so freakin interesting about my fucking bathroom?! Go away, ugly roach! I sprayed some Raid, but that fucker just won't die.

Not to mention that when I woke up earlier this morning, I sent Matt an email that simply said that I missed him and I hoped he was having a good week. Why did I do that? It's not a "woe is me and why can't we get back together?!" email, but it's still an email.

Blah.. why do Tuesdays suck more than any day of the week?

That's all for now. I'm sure I'll feel better later but right now I'm bitter. Bah.

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