baby maybe someday
2003-02-28 Dissapointment

I told myself I wouldn't be dissapointed.. I told myself I wouldn't care either way if he wanted to go or if he didn't want to go..

but I'm destroyed by this.. I'm crying again.. I'm so dissapointed and hurt and I don't know how to handle it.

I know it's good that we aren't going, but it still feels like shit. Like total shit.

back & forth random

So be it! My last entry ever. - November 16, 2004
701 - October 17, 2004
Buh bye: An Austinliz thesis - October 03, 2004
war of the roses - October 01, 2004
fucking debate! - September 30, 2004