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So, four month anniversary of me and Austin. Still no job. Still bugging Matt. But with friends, and 20 pounds lighter. This month went by so freaktastically fast. I have no idea why. I manage to keep myself as busy as possible even without a job, but I can't keep doing this. I want a job, something I can be proud of. That's important. Yes indeed. A couple of days ago I would have been saying "Yay! Only 3 months left!" But I'm not saying that anymore. Because it's not true. I'm not sure why I never thought about how miserable I'd be if I moved back in August, but I'm glad I'm thinking about it now. Because I would be miserable, possibly more miserable than I am here. And that's a bad thing. So yeah. Yay 9 more months. ***** I am really tired. Is it pathetic to take a nap at 11:43 AM on a Friday? I'm just going to go ahead and say yes to that. But I got home late from the recordathon last night and I'm just freakin tired! Bah. But I did already have a job interview, and I applied at Sprint and Enterprise Rental Cars and yeah. I'm tired. And I'm going to bed. Phhttt. You know, just because I don't have experience, that doesn't mean I can't do the job. I will work as hard as possible to catch up to people that know how to do it already. Give me a break here, people, I mean.. come on. I didn't know shit about being a reporter, and I was good at that. They asked me to come back the next semester, didn't they? I should have. If I would have known that I was going to get dumped, I totally would have. But hindsight is 20/20 or something. They hired me at Express when I had no experience, and they were sad when I quit 3 weeks later in disgust. They hired me at the movie theater, and I was one of the best employees there. I always upsold! You couldn't get past me without getting a large popcorn for a quarter more! Just give me a chance, damnit. I have nothing but time to learn whatever it is you're trying to teach me. Okay? OKAY?! Okay then. I'm glad we have that settled. ***** I feel like today is going to be one long and lazy day. I might have dinner with Sarah, but perhaps not. I have no plans tomorrow, but that's cool. I can see movies and hang out and stuff. Or something. I am so boring. I am also quite ashamed of what I rented today - America's Sweethearts, Notting Hill, and 2 Weeks Notice. Romantic comedies, anyone? I've seen all these movies 20 times, and yet I'm renting them again. Woot. ***** Bah.
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