As for the interview, it's hard to say. She wants someone who has experience with multi-line phones, and I really don't. I hope saying "But I catch on to things really fast!" helped at least somewhat. I'll know by tomorrow, so keep your fingers crossed. It's not my dream job, but it'll do for now.

I went to Jason's Deli today to return my shirt. It went okay. I thought everyone was going to send daggers straight into my back as soon as I stepped inside, but all was well. Yay for that.

You know what? I totally have writer's block. In a serious way. I think it's because I put so much pressure on myself to be a writer, and now that I actually need to write something, it's really hard. I don't know what I want to write, either.. I was all excited about writing the story about being dumped, but that's depressing, you know? I can't keep taking myself back there, I have to move on at some point.

Not that that's going to happen any time soon. But I'm going to look at it this way from now on: It'll probably happen eventually. Matt will realize that the chick he has now isn't right for him, won't give him the things that he really wants, even if she does have qualities that I don't possess. And then he's going to realize that I am changing, I'm becoming more mature, and he'll want to get up in my business. I have a firm belief that this will happen. And if it doesn't, I will still be changing for myself and the rest of the world, and that's a good thing.

I'm just really impatient. I can envision him coming here every month, me going there, and then when it was over and I moved back.. well, it would be on. And he says that he just wants to make sure the things that tore us apart can change, and I know that takes time. It's not like he can just decide today that he's going to ditch this chick and come after me.

Patience, grasshopper. I just have to have patience. I hate patience.

*****

What was Liz doing a year ago?

"You know what I really want to do? I have this burning desire to start an all girl Guns N Roses cover band. Doesn't that rock? Doesn't that sound awesome?! I'm not the best singer in the world, but I have a majority of all the songs memorized and I think I could do a pretty good job! I WANNA BE A ROCK STAR, DAMNIT!"