baby maybe someday
2003-08-15 Liz shows bitterness, plus a GN'R survey for shits and giggles.

A few things:

1. My computer has that stupid worm virus crappolla. It's really annoying, and it must die.

2. My DVD player is still not working. I have a DVD from Blockbuster in there that's already 2 days late. It's stuck.

3. My money situation is dangerously low. All that junk I bought this week is starting to look a little stupid now. And I don't have a job in which to replenish my money supply.

So what do I do? Instead of living like a poor person, which is what I am, I am again begging my dad for money. This shouldn't have happened. I shouldn't have spent my money so fast. I shouldn't have gotten fired, really. I should have worked harder and not half assed everything like I so love to do.

4. My mom is coming back from Utah right now, and Matt just got home from Vegas. He was going on this long road trip that would have lasted another week, but he had issues with his road trip companion and got a ride home with someone else. He's really had some bad road trip luck lately. He wants me to come over there soon.. I probably will on Tuesday night. Cuz I miss him. Lots.

5. I'm hungry and hot.

6. I'm not planning on being social at all this weekend. I'm going to Habitat tomorrow morning, but other than that, it's all me, all the time. I dunno. Nobody wants to make plans with me and I don't have the self esteem this week to pick up the phone and call people, so I lose. Too bad.

7. Waking up at 11 is so stupid. I really need to stop doing that.

8. Today, I think I'm going to throw out all my porn. Gone. All of it. Porn is really not helping me in my life at all, so I really should get rid of it. Bye bye, porn.

9. The MTV video music awards are in 2 weeks. Guess who's gonna sit here all night and recap it again? Yeah, that's me. Even though I know Axl won't be there this year, I just want to do it again cuz it was fun.

Yeeyuh.

That is all for now.

What was Liz doing a year ago?

"

Anyway, I found a lyrics survey in a diary I was reviewing and I want to do it using only Guns N Roses lyrics. Yeah, I did that like a year ago, but I'm gonna do it again. You have a problem with that?

1. Are you male or female?

Back off, back off bitch
Down in the gutter dyin' in the ditch
You better back off, back off bitch
Face of an angel with the love of a witch
Back off, back off bitch

-Back off Bitch-

2. Describe yourself:

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

- November Rain -

and..

Sowin' all your wild oats
In another's luxuries
Yesterday was Tuesday
Maybe Thursday you can sleep
But school starts much too early
And this hotel wasn't free
So party till your connection call
Honey I'll return the key
Well, well, well you just can't tell
Well, well, well my Michelle
Well, well, well you never can tell
Well, well, well my Michelle

- My Michelle -

3. How do people feel about you?

'Cause you're crazy
You're fuckin' crazy
Ya know you're crazy
I said you're crazy

- You're Crazy -

and..

I used to love her, Oo, yeah
But I had to kill her
I used to love her, Oo, yeah
But I had to kill her
I knew I'd miss her
So I had to keep her
She's buried right in my backyard
Oh yeah, Oo yeah, whoa, oh yeah

-Used to Love her-

4. How do you feel about yourself?

I know the things you wanted
They're not what you have
With all the people talkin'
It's drivin' you mad
If I was standin' by you
How would you feel
Knowing your love's decided
And all love is real

- Don't Cry, Alternate Version -

5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest:

So who you foolin'
Don't try ta give me a line
But I can't stop thinkin' 'bout
doin' it one more time
(Oh no)
But I already left you
And you're better off left behind
(Oh yeah)
Aw it's a bad obsession
It's always messin'
It's always messin' my mind
It's a bad obsession
It's always messin'
It's always messin' my mind

- Bad Obsession -

and..

Said, woman, take it slow
And things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said, sugar, take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes
To make it, We won't fake it,
I'll never break it
'cause I can't take it

- Patience -

6. What would you rather be doing?

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight

There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday

- Don't Cry -

7. Describe where you live:

You gotta move, You gotta move
Ma,ma,ma,ma,ma,ma,ma,ma,ma
Time you gotta move
Right to the city
Where the real men get it
Aw, child, ain't it a pity?
Sometimes it gets too shitty!
Come on and hit me!

- Move to the City -

8. Describe how you love:

If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

- November Rain -

9. Share a few words of wisdom:

So give it away
Like they're not gonna fuck you
How long can you bear him
To come back and haunt you
To burn past your feelings
And cause you to suffer
You're starting to bleed
They don't -- You get out
Before its too late
What will you offer
In way of a healing
I'm so confused, abused, misused

- Oh my God -

Hey! That was fun, wasn't it?!

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