Okay, so here's the anal sex deal - Matt brought it up the other day. He said he wanted to do it, right? And lately I've been kinda wanting to explore that particular realm of butt love because I dunno, I watch too much porn or something. And the couple of times I've tried it, I just haven't been into it.

That was probably more information than anyone would ever want to know about me. But the point is that I'm super horny. Maybe it's because there's a 3 hour distance between us and that's causing me to want something I can't have, not for another week and a half anyway. I keep daydreaming about going to his house next Thursday night and doing naughty things to him. I'm not sure if that'll happen, but oh yeah.. I want that. I want it badly.

Really, that's all I care to say tonight. I worked today. Talked to a lot of folks. Still dealing with the Cussing Lemon Law Man. Hopefully that will be resolved tomorrow. And next week starts pure calls, 8 hours a day, nothing else. Well, at least I get a raise. $11 an hour is still like a million dollars a year to me. But that's it. I'm horny. I want Matt. Or any reasonable substitution.

I need to stop thinking about anal sex in holy places, that's the point I'm trying to make here. Sorry, God. Really, I am. I suck at this purity thing.

And oh yeah, today is the 8 month anniversary of my ass being dumped. I guess that's why I'm talking to Matt right now about how badly I want to do naughty things to him.

Okay then.

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First random entry of the day:

October 19th, 2002 (5 days away from getting my ass dumped)-

"Well, guess what folks, I do both these things. We actually had to take the sheets off and flip the mattress over today because of my umm.. overzealousness. Why does this put me in a minority? I keep hearing about chicks who can't have orgasms for the life of them, and damn! They're missing out!

I mean.. pleasurable things happend, I orgasm, it gets all over the place, and everybody's happy!

I don't really know what point I'm trying to make here except that I have orgasms. Frequently. Now that I even know how to give myself orgasms without a vibrator, it's even more frequent. I am an orgasm whore.

I just thought that was something you all needed to know."

Liz's other random entry of the day:

February 5th, 2003 -

"Man, cramps really suck. They suck ass. But I never take anything for them because I kinda like having them around. I kinda like being reminded that I am woman, that I can bear children, that I have a vagina that is capable of spewing blood.

Now that I've given you all that vision, please have a lovely night."